Eini Ala-Toppari

  • Summer

    It’s summer. This used to be such a happy time for us. It was full of play, being outside together, taking walks to the beach and going to the ice cream truck with your friends. We would pick blueberries, strawberries, raspberries and we would mix them all together into a fruit salad adding some…

  • You are stronger than you feel

    After losing my daughter and trying to get into Heaven myself, I really know what deep suffering is. If you go back hundreds of thousands of years, to the beginning of humanity, you can see that humans are built to endure suffering. Because if we weren’t, there wouldn’t be any human beings at all.…

  • What Is Awakening?

    Having an awakening is to wake up to the greater reality that we are all one and connected. It’s the moment where you start to remember who you actually are. You realize that there is a whole world behind this world that we currently perceive with our eyes. It’s a shift in your consciousness…

  • Everything is Spiritual

    I am writing this blog as a continuation of the story I shared earlier, about the life of my daughter Lumi who ultimately passed away at the age of four. Since her passing, many mystical experiences have occurred. My hope is to offer comfort and hope, and perhaps answer some questions for those who…

  • Letter from your child in Heaven

    To my sweet mother and my wonderful father, How your life’s have changed since I went to Heaven. I see the heartbreak that youfeel and I see every single tear that you cry. And know that not one of them iswasted. Because to me, your tears are a sign of love and I cherish…

  • Back to her Heavenly Home

    Once we were back home, we entered the final chapter of Lumi’s life. I did everything in my power to make her feel as if everything was still okay, as though life was continuing as it always had. In the evenings, when we lay together in bed, we would watch the beautiful clouds and…

  • The day that everything changed. Forever

    Here we were. In April 2023 our adventure began in the snow, in our beautiful new home in Finland. The house was wonderful. Our garden borders a wild forest, filled with the tallest trees I have ever seen. To this day, I look at them with love and admiration, watching how beautifully and steadfastly…

  • The Beginning

    Our story begins at conception; I got pregnant on the very first try. From that moment on, I was already filled with love for the child who was about to be born. Her and I were a team from the very beginning. During labour, I whispered to my belly, “Sweetheart, it’s time. We’re doing…