To my sweet mother and my wonderful father,
How your life’s have changed since I went to Heaven. I see the heartbreak that you
feel and I see every single tear that you cry. And know that not one of them is
wasted. Because to me, your tears are a sign of love and I cherish them and I hold
them so close. I see your heart aching for me and I can see you longing to hold me,
just for one last time.
But please don’t rush what shall be, because we will be together again, you and me.
Before I was born into this world, I have known your soul and you have known mine.
We made a plan in Heaven, so that together we could experience unconditional love.
My mission here would be short but oh so powerful. And you were the parent I chose
for this mission. I couldn’t have wished for a better parent in the whole world. You
gave me all that I needed, you held my hand through the tears, you made me food
when I was hungry and held me near when I couldn’t sleep. There was nothing else
you could have done. You are so perfect to me. And even in this deep pain and
sorrow, you are still perfect. Because each day you try, over and over again. And I’m
so proud of you. I tell my friends in Heaven all about you. The memories we share
and the fun that we had. I celebrate the little wins with you, when you had a day
where everything was just oké. Where you had a nice warm shower, made yourself
some breakfast and you even watched your favourite show.
My sweet mom and dad, please understand that this was all part of a bigger plan. I
came to earth and went back to Heaven so that you could have your soul expand.
You came here to experience life and to grow from it, remember? And you have now
learned so much in strength, in holding on, but also that true love never dies. And
please, hold on to your faith. Because Heaven is real and I’m here with God you see.
And He is the best Heavenly father. All the children are still growing up here, like we
would do on earth. We go to school and we have groups led by angels who teach
and play with us. And here in Heaven we learn with our hearts, where they teach us
all about unconditional love, unity and the light. We can also create whatever it is
that we like, just by thinking about it! It is so amazing mom and dad, you should see
me fly, dance in the sky and make the most beautiful paintings. We can do anything
here you see, anything that we like. We are so free.
And know that I always want to keep a bond with you because I love you so much.
Our soul connection is forever so nothing can separate us. I’m always near and I
always check in on you, but sometimes I also want to play and have fun with my
friends. But whenever you think of me, I am right there beside you. Oh, and all our
loved ones are here as well. It’s wonderful, they were so happy to see me when I
came to Heaven. They welcomed me with open arms, and I was overjoyed to see
them! And also our family pets are here, they are playing with other animals too.
They are running wild and free, on beautiful fields and through endless valleys.
Sometimes I run along with them and we have so much fun together.
And please know, I am always sending you signs to let you know that I’m here. But
sometimes through all the pain and tears, you can’t see them so clearly. My signs
are subtle, it’s the easiest way for me to communicate. If something reminds you of
me, then know it was really me. And I will try again and again and never give up. And
once you see and trust that it’s me, we can continue our relationship. I sometimes
come close to hug you. The sudden warmth that you felt? The goosebumps when
you were thinking of me? A tingling sensation on your skin? It’s the energy of my
soul that you feel, it’s me that is right there with you. I can even come closer to you
than ever before. I am with you when you sleep, when you are driving and when you
go to work. And I see you, all of you. I see your beautiful soul. That beautiful spark of
light, that is part of the same light where I am now. And I see it shine so brightly,
even if you can’t see it for yourself.
The most important thing that I want you to remember is the joy. The joy that I
brought into your life. And that is the only thing that I wish for you right now. To feel
happiness and joy again, because life on earth is really short. It’s just a little glimpse
in our soul’s journey together. Here everything is so much more real than on earth.
Earth just felt like a dream, but now I’m back home and happier than ever before.
Every day to me is like your happiest day on earth times a hundred. I am fully living,
and I hope you can do too. When you go outside and look at the trees, listen to the
birds and see the clouds, know that I am right there to experience it with you. I can
see the whole world through your eyes so take me with you wherever you go. And I
know how much you miss holding my body, to give me a kiss on my cheek and to
feel my arms around your neck when we would hug. But when it’s your time to come
to Heaven, all the longing in your heart and the sadness will instantly fall away. We
will be together again and it will all be worth it, you’ll see.
And in the meantime when you miss me, come find me in your dreams. Go to the
eternal place beyond your mind, that is where I am. And remember, I always know
where you are. I am right here beside you.
With love,
Your child in Heaven
⋆ This letter has been written with the help of my loving daughter in Spirit and the
insights I have gained from the angelic realm.